Sunday, June 19, 2011
I was thinking that Mothers Day was hard but I'm thinking that Fathers Day takes the cake.. I thought I would just be focused on my Dad and brothers and celebrating them being great fathers, but I just can't stop thinking about how I don't have a father for Rowan. I mean I guess he has a Dad, just not one that is so active in his life if you know what I mean. I wish he could have a dad that he could see every day, who he could get excited at the end of each day when he came home from work, for him to have a Dad like I did.
I'm really sad that I can't give him that. I just hope that someday I can.. :[